Fast Burial Requiem For
Arrogant ...
For
far too long I have had buried my head,
Walked
indistingushed among the crowds, and chose the trough
As
opposed the open high ground
For
fear of your mighty unbridle earthly power,
Only
hoping one day you understand patience may pay off.
Instead
I found myself trodden over and over, almost buried alive.
You
architected to pin me down
And
With the help of that rangy libertine
The
vestal and pristine figure of mine
Got
bloated and blotted
With
unwanted poisonous fluid.
Then
enough I said and I pick myself from the dust
Never
again to trust the likes of you with a sharp dagger
On
the back you could easily plunge and thrust.
And
I told you this over and over again
But
you were so self-centred to listen
And
I showed you the scares of my daily labour
That
have become second nature,
But
you refused to discern.
I
gave you invaluable services,
Be
it domestic - washing dishes,
Feeding
the babies - hungry mouths,
And
marching to my death
For
the cause you called national independence.
All
these done, what did I get in return?
Although
you know I am no different
But
made of flesh and bone,
You
hurled insults and I sustained.
You
inflicted damages and I endured the pain,
Till
such time no more.
I am
furious burning in anger
All
excuses would be lame,
Now
it is your turn
To
sustain own inflicted pain.
And
no one is to blame.
And
I keep wondering what your were thinking
When
I was weeping!
Now
how does it feel to be in my shoes,
Swallowing
the bitter pills of truth?
That
you are not what you claim to be
Invincible
but above all a descent human being.
Copyright
Haileselassie Girmay
29/2/99